i took nicole to pure luck tonight (for her first time) and it was awesome. those spring rolls were super good. the food is always so filling. but we were so full we couldn't go to scoops after. ben kweller is such a little man! but it was a super good show though.
why does everyone think i'm afraid of being alone? i fear death by a serial killer WAY MORE than being without a relationship. just wanted to throw that out there.
no more hanging out with dudes. things just get weird. i was having a text conversation with z earlier and mentioned that i was leaving la. and he asked me if i was up there for a booty call. and THEN he proceeded to ask me if there were cute indie boys at the ben kweller show. i get the feeling that he thinks that now we are under the impression that i am moving on from him, he thinks i'm going to hop on another dude. i'm going to hope rans didn't mention anything to him.
the sad part of it all is that i'm not over him, but as i said earlier.. i'm not going to do anything about it. this is how i think summer is going to play out: i will get little to no attention from z. he's made it clear he doesn't want to date me. but the more time i don't spend with him and the more i learn about him, i just see that i'd want to be with someone like him. i'm not going to waste more time with getting to know new people if i don't really want to. i just want to keep my good (preferably girl) friends around, just hang out and sail through summer.
i have to open at work at 830 tomorrow, come home and get ready, go to z's show with amber and head over to mewithoutYou right after. sunday night is christina's summer solstice party as well. looks like i'm spending most of the weekend in la.
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