Monday, September 28, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
I guess I should take Prozac, right, and just smile all night at somebody new..
i suppose i'm not really surprised. no use in dwelling about it, there isn't really much to do about that now. get up kids tomorrow, halloween haunt thursday (i somehow think it will just be me and nakita this year, but that's ok) and i forget what i'm doing friday. oh yeah, renewing my gym pass. maybe i'll trek up to rancho this weekend. i gots some hanging out to do.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
yourscenesucks.com
want a description of the perfect guy?
a blend of the post rocker, prehistoric emo, orgcore punker and skramz revivalist.
the job recruiting event was meh. it reminded me faintly of the holiday core training at apple. i don't know if i sold myself to them as a salesperson. i'm not really like that. it's ok though, i'm not seriously looking for a job just yet.
a blend of the post rocker, prehistoric emo, orgcore punker and skramz revivalist.
the job recruiting event was meh. it reminded me faintly of the holiday core training at apple. i don't know if i sold myself to them as a salesperson. i'm not really like that. it's ok though, i'm not seriously looking for a job just yet.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
[he hands her his heart]
"you do realize, i'm breaking up with you, right?"
"that's the strange thing. it's actually yours now. i don't know why it works this way, but i'm never going to be able to get over you. and so from now on every girl that i meet will be meticulously compared to you and unfortunately, none of them will be able to measure up to the false memory of what you and i once had."
"well maybe i can just keep it for a little while, use it for small things like if i have a shitty day or i need someone to talk to, or if i need someone to lift something heavy. and then eventually i'll give it back to you when we both find someone new."
"unfortunately, it won't work that way."
"why not?"
"well, now that you have my heart i'm pretty much an empty cavity inside. for a lack of a better term, heartless. i will now treat each woman i meet with a passive aggressive contentiousness, that will ruin relationship after relationship for many years to come."
"you do realize, i'm breaking up with you, right?"
"that's the strange thing. it's actually yours now. i don't know why it works this way, but i'm never going to be able to get over you. and so from now on every girl that i meet will be meticulously compared to you and unfortunately, none of them will be able to measure up to the false memory of what you and i once had."
"well maybe i can just keep it for a little while, use it for small things like if i have a shitty day or i need someone to talk to, or if i need someone to lift something heavy. and then eventually i'll give it back to you when we both find someone new."
"unfortunately, it won't work that way."
"why not?"
"well, now that you have my heart i'm pretty much an empty cavity inside. for a lack of a better term, heartless. i will now treat each woman i meet with a passive aggressive contentiousness, that will ruin relationship after relationship for many years to come."
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
i think, no one thinks at all
interesting hang out tonight, to say the least.
i've been awake for approximately 37.5 hours now. how am i still functioning? who knows. i'm going to bed within the next ten minutes (i think).
i feel too old for my age.
i've been awake for approximately 37.5 hours now. how am i still functioning? who knows. i'm going to bed within the next ten minutes (i think).
i feel too old for my age.
Monday, September 14, 2009
héléne le pou
i haven't slept in over 24 hours. no particular reason. i've been on my period for two days now, but i feel way more hopeless than i normally do. i get like that.
i'm not so sure i want to get reacquainted with classmates from high school. have i already spoken about this? it really was a lousy time for me. it humbled me in the long run, and i learned a lot from it.. but seeing everyone i graduated with (or a majority of them, it seems) makes me feel small again. why? i already know i could give less of a shit what they really think, because i'm not the one who's stuck in high school still. at chelsea's party i was the only one there whose face was the only unfamilar one. every one still hangs out with their same friends from high school, and they all go to the same parties. they just remind me of a time when i felt like i was invisible.
i have a new guilty pleasure. taylor swift's you belong with me. i googled the video after kanye's not so surprising outburst at the vma's. and no, i didn't watch it. i heard about the news via twitter (that sounds awful too). anyway, the music video is like a mix of she's all that, varsity blues and other typical teen movies. it ends with her at prom with her next door neighbor who's on the football team. i didn't go to prom my junior or senior year. at the time i didn't think i was missing out on anything, but i kind of wished someone had at least asked me.
ok, no more pity parties for today.
i'm not so sure i want to get reacquainted with classmates from high school. have i already spoken about this? it really was a lousy time for me. it humbled me in the long run, and i learned a lot from it.. but seeing everyone i graduated with (or a majority of them, it seems) makes me feel small again. why? i already know i could give less of a shit what they really think, because i'm not the one who's stuck in high school still. at chelsea's party i was the only one there whose face was the only unfamilar one. every one still hangs out with their same friends from high school, and they all go to the same parties. they just remind me of a time when i felt like i was invisible.
i have a new guilty pleasure. taylor swift's you belong with me. i googled the video after kanye's not so surprising outburst at the vma's. and no, i didn't watch it. i heard about the news via twitter (that sounds awful too). anyway, the music video is like a mix of she's all that, varsity blues and other typical teen movies. it ends with her at prom with her next door neighbor who's on the football team. i didn't go to prom my junior or senior year. at the time i didn't think i was missing out on anything, but i kind of wished someone had at least asked me.
ok, no more pity parties for today.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
moved out of the house, so you moved next door
my iphone screen shattered last night. was it drunken momentum? you'd think it was, but i think it was just momentum. and my bad luck bag. this is the same bag that i lost my driver's license and a hundred dollar bill (on separate occasions, of course). and now my phone. it's probably cursed.
i went to lake elsinore after i woke up to go give my uncle the car key so he could get the new tires on my car. he was probably mad at me for getting there 3 hours after he called. he originally called at 845. i've told him plenty of times before, i'm never up that early just for kicks. he later tells me to go home after he's done, then proceeds to yell at me for not knowing how to do an oil change and change a tire. i just realized when i came home from hanging out with nakita that my house key wasn't on the keychain. he must have taken it off, thinking it was the key to his house that he gave me. instead, it was the key to our house. SO, not only am i extremely offended by that, but i'm pissed off as well about his unrealistic expectations for me. also, that i'll never be good enough for him it seems.
i met up with christina for lunch at veggie grill after by uci, and that was between 3-6 pm ish. that was refreshing, i hadn't seen her in awhile and she just finished her finals, i think. i went home afterwards feeling pretty tired so i took a nap from 6-8. nakita calls me around 8, and we met up at the spectrum to get sushi, visit amber and watch extract. that movie was not that good. got home about an hour ago now i'm just lazing around in my room. i should probably fold my laundry, dust or do something else productive. like learn how to do an oil change.
i went to lake elsinore after i woke up to go give my uncle the car key so he could get the new tires on my car. he was probably mad at me for getting there 3 hours after he called. he originally called at 845. i've told him plenty of times before, i'm never up that early just for kicks. he later tells me to go home after he's done, then proceeds to yell at me for not knowing how to do an oil change and change a tire. i just realized when i came home from hanging out with nakita that my house key wasn't on the keychain. he must have taken it off, thinking it was the key to his house that he gave me. instead, it was the key to our house. SO, not only am i extremely offended by that, but i'm pissed off as well about his unrealistic expectations for me. also, that i'll never be good enough for him it seems.
i met up with christina for lunch at veggie grill after by uci, and that was between 3-6 pm ish. that was refreshing, i hadn't seen her in awhile and she just finished her finals, i think. i went home afterwards feeling pretty tired so i took a nap from 6-8. nakita calls me around 8, and we met up at the spectrum to get sushi, visit amber and watch extract. that movie was not that good. got home about an hour ago now i'm just lazing around in my room. i should probably fold my laundry, dust or do something else productive. like learn how to do an oil change.
Friday, September 11, 2009
i was born an animal
ok, so i've narrowed it down to a few good choices for halloween this year.
in no particular order:
gi from captain planet and the planeteers
kairi from kingdom hearts
meilin rae from cardcaptor sakura
in no particular order:
gi from captain planet and the planeteers
kairi from kingdom hearts
meilin rae from cardcaptor sakura
Thursday, September 10, 2009
midnight pasta dinner
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
torn about selling one pair of my sdre tickets so i can see thursday/far on one of those nights. what do i do?
also, i got to bed at about 430-5am this morning. i dreamed about mike myers two nights ago, and i saw thirst last night. i get scared easily, so that was why i had a hard time getting to bed. nightmares are so few and far between, but they really do shake me up. i hope tonight won't be like that, as i have class at 930am tomorrow.
also, i got to bed at about 430-5am this morning. i dreamed about mike myers two nights ago, and i saw thirst last night. i get scared easily, so that was why i had a hard time getting to bed. nightmares are so few and far between, but they really do shake me up. i hope tonight won't be like that, as i have class at 930am tomorrow.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
nickelback
as aj and i were driving past the verizon wireless amphitheater on the way home from star trek...
me: look, nickelback's playing tomorrow. do people still like nickelback?
aj: i'm the only person you know who likes nickelback.
me: i don't even know any parents that like nickelback. how are they still around?
aj: people who like nickelback probably don't like the internet. they probably eat a lot of carl's jr. and watch a lot of king of the hill.
me: look, nickelback's playing tomorrow. do people still like nickelback?
aj: i'm the only person you know who likes nickelback.
me: i don't even know any parents that like nickelback. how are they still around?
aj: people who like nickelback probably don't like the internet. they probably eat a lot of carl's jr. and watch a lot of king of the hill.
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