casey

you woke up an asshole, i can't believe my luck.

if i thought i was emotionally drained before this, i'm a little bit more so now. it just turned out to be a huge disappointment. but it wasn't unexpected, i guess. i mean, we all knew going into this that there was a huge risk something similar to this was going to happen because of his inexperience.

i'm trying to get monies together to go to vegas for a day trip on thursday and sf on the weekend. can i manage? i sure hope so. midterms this week! i have to study/do homework all day tomorrow. and i mean ALL DAY. see you babies at peet's.

throw myself into your door

i wish i could see sunny day tomorrow night too. i had such a good night tonight, hanging out with andy and seeing the jealous sound/sunny day and in n out after. good night to end the weekend with. it was a pretty good weekend overall, wasn't it? except hearing about z in that car accident. lucky it wasn't any worse than it was.

school tomorrow, and casey was right. homework was done at 4.

i could strangle something right now. i've been doing homework since 1am now.. and it's 5am. i may as well just pull an all nighter. but then i'm a definite zombie tomorrow all day. worth it? do i have plans? i guess it's just as well. i am debating doing this last assignment, since i've done 20 or so by now.

i just finished. got an 80% on the last assignment. could've done better but i accidentally put the wrong accents on the e's on the last exercise. guh. sleep for 3 hours, i don't know if i'll wake up on time.

it won't be long..

while at disneyland today, california adventure specifically, nak and i saw some little girls probably around 10 years old each.. that were wearing shirts that said, "i <3 hardcore christian boys". i wanted to take a picture of them, but it would have been too obvious.

in addition to my to do list, learning how to jerk is on that as well.

you're a needy girl

i saw him while i was in sb. i think everything is ok now. i told him i loved him.

i have tyler's ultimate on the tv in the background right now. stayed up until 4am doing homework, got up at 830am to get ready for school. i feel like a slob, i need to make a routine for working out and homework. basically, i just need to manage my time better.

some things to do this week:
1. finally call dish for my mom and get cable set up
2. re fold all my clothes (again)
3. go to the gym

shows all weekend, awesome!

going to visit holly at ucsb for the weekend. bringing a coat for sure. i guess nights have been ranging in the 40s. i'm excited about that. sort of like a mini vacation, except that it isn't too far away.

i had a dream last night that i went to his wedding, and i objected when the priest asked if there were any objections.. it was a stressful dream.