even though i'm older now, i still would prefer not to hear my mom yelling at my dad (regarding him not being a good parent) over the phone in the living room. she needs to stop setting up camp on the sofa because i'm sick of hearing her phone conversations.

songkran was on easter sunday. WTF. i actually wanted to go this year too.

in all seriousness, i had a dream that i weathered a tsunami with a baby on my back. seriously.. i was on a beach, and i saw the tide pull back really far into the ocean, and then a huge motherfucking wave came over me! i held onto a pole with the baby on my back, and we made it. for some reason, i didn't think we would though. then i attempted to sneak into some crazy part of disneyland with christina and we got caught or something and had to hustle out of there.

my dreams are so movie like sometimes.

how can you watch this and not be amazed?

let me explain why i am in awe. i did cheer for one year. it is hard. the stunts in that video are so good, like crazy good. imagine having to trust the possible breakage of bones on the people who are supposed to catch you from throwing you about 5-10 ft in the air.. they make it look easy, but it's hard. also, everyone on this team can tumble as well (and that in itself is pretty hard). the synchronization is on point, the choreography is really good. videos like this make me feel so out of shape.

SO UNBELIEVABLY FUCKED.

on the bright side.. is there a bright side? i will bleed on you if you come near me.

my wisdom teeth are really starting to hurt. i should get them out before july. my period should be here either today or tomorrow. thank goodness.