i am human and i need to be loved.

i don't have many close friends that have been established for longer than 3 or 4 years, but i am so grateful for the ones that i have. i know they'll more than likely be involved in my life still in the future years to come. it just seems like that, because they're not all in one group but still manage to stay close even though i don't see each of them all very often. i think that says a lot to me.

i hung out with andy and aj (separately, of course) for a good couple hours each today. i love them both. they are my babies. well, not really. but you know what i mean. something andy said today that rings true with how i feel about the current situation i may not be so bummed about anymore: "you want a red flag? he hangs out with ALL and ONLY his high school friends. how depressing."

my stomach is pretty upset right now but i'm going over to watch evangelion with andy now.