i never thought it would take me this long to realize that i wanted the same things as everyone else. i think it was recently that i've kind of decided to get serious about school, i want to graduate and get a job that pays decent enough to live on my own on. i want to find that person, fall in love and get married. buy a house. i want to have kids. i know that.
here's me now:
1. i don't want to date or be in a relationship with anyone. i can confirm this 100% now. hanging out is cool, crushes are cool. it just kind of ends there.
2. i take school more seriously now than i did 4 months ago, but i need to get more serious.
3. i absolutely NEED to get out of debt. i may get my old job at the theater back. maybe i will apply at the regency off crown valley. or the new forever 21 in the mall. i don't know how much i want to work with retail again though.
i don't know where all this came from. maybe it was from watching that movie tonight. i could watch harry potter tomorrow and read fanfiction all day after that. movies, they just do it to me. i mean it though. i have to stop dicking around and quit with the things that don't really matter in the long run. i think i've had enough 'life-experiences' to where i can say that.
this is me now.
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