he asked me what i wanted for christmas. i think i was taken back because i may have been surprised that he thought about getting me something. and then i thought of what i'd been telling christina before about the only thing i really wanted from him. i told him that i didn't want anything for christmas. of course, this was a lie. and no, it's not what you're thinking. it's actually very simple, and just takes a bit of thought is all. i think he will be able to figure this one out.
also, completely unrelated to this post, but i can't decide if i want to be alone on new year's or not. it's my favorite holiday of the year, but i currently can't seem to talk myself into doing anything. i don't think i would want to be alone on new year's. but i feel like i have to be this year. it would definitely be a firm start to the beginning of the new year.
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